Tuesday, November 25, 2014

        In my future I see myself graduating from college with my masters in law enforcement. I will become a police officer for Boston in the drugs department. The reason why I would like to be in this department is because growing up I was always surrounded by student in my schools who did drugs and I just noticed how it destroyed their lives. NO one should ever have to go through this especially if they don't know exactly what they are getting themselves into. How can you offer something to someone who has no knowledge on the topic at hand. At this point in time I will already have my own apartment and saving to buy a house with my girlfriend.
     One day on the job there was a shoot out. It got really out of control. As I was going for cover I got shot in my back. I woke up in the hospital with my family around me. The doctor said that I was lucky to even be alive. I had no feeling in my legs and the doctor told me that i was going to be in a wheel chair for a while. I wasn't going to let this stop me. I started doing physical training, I was progressing little by little. It was alot of hard work but after nearly a year i was able to do what i as normally doing again.
      One day I was walking to the store to grab some food for the house. Before leaving i decide to grab a lottery ticket. Im not sure why for the fact i hate the idea of giving poor people a thought that they can possibly win so much money but its so hard to win. Its just like they keep taking your money. When I got home I scratched the ticket and I won 1,000,000 dollars ! Now I can take care of my family the way I always wanted to. I will be able to take them on vacation and spoil them. I can pay off my physical therapy bills right now.

Grace

keep the grace keep that peace
because if we don't civilization will be ceased
you want to have a clear mentality
to see what others can not
because they don't have the gift to change for the greater good

but just stay running around in the old
neighborhood
there is no point to give up
you should never let yourself down
for the fact you are the greater for this humanity

but to bad no one can see
other than me
pursue what you want to do
what you need to do
because that is something no one else will do

push through the struggles
and create huddles
of people wiling to create a better future
people who want to create
a better fate

Monday, November 17, 2014






These image all relate to me because these things express the type of person i am and who i want to become. Growing up i was always around my family. Family is everything for me, no matter what you do or say you can always go back to your family. When i grow up i want to be a family man, working as a police officer. I want to give my family everything mines couldn't. I want to be able to put a stop to all the crime that goes on in my community.



vision poem

we all have a future 
but who knows where it will 
take us
but we know that it will
make us
who we are 
and we will go far 
not because it is what we want to do 
but what we are meant to do
seek for happiness
until you know you cant look any longer
for the fact that it was always there
but it takes a life of feeling
seeing and knowing 
where you yourself are going
because no one has more control 
power and motivation other than
yourself 
to the extent you would like 
to make it  



Monday, November 10, 2014

My passion

                I'm passionate at working hard for what i want. For the most part i don't really do things for me but for the people who i care about around me. My life has never really been about me it jut been for the people i care about and want to help . I enjoy talking to people about things that they have went through in their lives . The things that they enjoyed in their life the difficult things they faced in their lives. What they remember as a child and what they want to be as an adult. I wish i could just talk to people about their life and dreams. i want to be there to give them guidance and advice. sometimes people just like it when you take a chance and listen to them .
           They have a good amount of careers that are somewhat similar with what i am interested in. I can tie my passion with a career because who wouldn't want to do something they love doing a everyday job . I have already done some volunteer work in a elderly home. It was a very great feeling seeing that these people are happy to have your company that it really makes a difference for them. i can see myself doing this in the future being a great person helping people who really need.
          I would like to talk to children who are less fortunate about their life. I want to see what are the challenges they are facing in their lives. I want to see what they have planned for their future what they think the world is really about. This will provide a better understand and higher knowledge of what these children are going to need to succeed in this world . These children most likely will never have the chance to do anything they want so it is up to us people to have a chance at changing this to make sure these young children have a better future .



love

who are we really
are we complete when alone
or even more complete when we meet
experienceing something we never see
but being something we will never be
if we have never seen
one another or each other
if we never met
would i be as passionate
if i didnt go through
the thing we both do
what do we call this
what are we feeling
what is the true meaning
of feeling something
going through it experiencing
the outcome of an explanation
that has no definition
just complete defiance
withing great feelings of emotion

Monday, November 3, 2014

The Alchemist

The plot in this book is that he started as a Shepard and one day he had a dream about treasure in Egypt for him. He then ask a gypsy woman and the old man who was the king of Salem. They both said to go get the treasure. On the way he got robbed but he wasn't  letting that stop him, he continued to get to his destination and find his treasure and when he made it there, the treasure was his heart the whole time. The thesis to the book is that you should never give up on what you believe in and  that nothing should stop you from your personal legend, you should always follow your heart.
One part that really hit me in the book is the part where Santiago's new friend that he trusted stole money off him after saving his life and instead of Santiago giving up he looked for a job to get all the money back within a year to continue his journey to find his treasure, he did not give up. He wanted this treasure and not even the love of his life could stop him from this. This relates me because I was very close to this girl but I wanted to go to this school that would help me get the education I felt I needed to get for my future. The school was a bit far and if we were meant to be we will be.
Something I didn't like about the book is that it did not really catch my attention until the part where he got all is money stolen by the person he trusted and from that part on it got way more interesting, I just wish the author made it interesting as soon as I read it, the only reason I continued to read the story is because I had to; however, when it reached the more interesting more I started to enjoy it. I like how the author made it seem like there was really a treasure and he used different characters to show proof of that, which made me curious if he finds this treasure or not. I also like how the book has a point and teaches a lesson to us.
Yes, I would recommend this book because it shows a message about not giving up and a lot of people in this world struggle with believing in themselves and putting themselves down and this book would probably help them stay strong and get through it. It can also help people who do not follow their dreams and just do what their parents or friends want them to do, instead of doing what they want to do.


Poem

you go on in life
searching for purpose
always trying to stay focused
never knowing what the next move is

because the future is unnoticed
all that we get is a minor notice
but not even that
can stop whats at bat

we experience what we need
nothing related to greed
because then those who feed
off the wrong may feel

this Is where they belong
but all that is needed
is a bit of peace to be pleaded  

the best place to start
is when you
follow
your
heart